i think everyday in office makes me stupider. this is bad huh. got to start using my brains, yet to work on the chem textbook i brought to camp. really hope to do some revision and see how much i still remember, or have forgotten more likely. everyday is just so routine i can feel my life sapping away. in more ways than one. hope to see better days ahead of me! sure will, eh. argh i feel so cramped up inside. i many ways, i feel i shouldn't be here. sheesh.